**_______________+A Wild life.+______________

A HIGH LIFE.

October 31, 2003

sigh. i juz realised that the bio prac is actually supposed to be carried out at a temperature of 20degrees for the experiment to work. singapore's temp is like 30degrees la. obviously the results of the experiment will be different!!!!! so PISSING!! and i also heard that the teachers modified the experiment for the second and third shift. so only the first shift results were screwed la!!! well, heard from mr loo and ms tang that the teachers also obtained the same results. and mr loo also said that they were going to write a report to complain to moe abt the prac!!! so hopefully the bio prac will be heavily moderated for us man... otherwise it will so unfair!!!!! so so unfair!!

dancing away; {6:57 PM}
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October 30, 2003

PISSED!!!! PISSED!!!! So so so PISSED!!! And IRRITATED!!! Bio prac was TOTALLY HORRIBLE!!! TERRIBLE!!!! It was a TOTAL DISASTER!!! aaaaaaHHHHH!!!
Well, at ard 8.30a.m. I walked into the practical lab and found my seat. Checked all the apparatus and soon the exam started. So I read the question. It was about respiration and germination and I was supposed to meaure the distance travelled by a coloured drop to determine the volume of oxgen uptake. So I went abt setting up the experiment according to the procedure. So I placed the bean seeds in the syringe and connected it to the tubing and dipped it in this dark blue solution to get a coloured drop. it was so hard to get a small marking!! Had to dip so many times!!! Ok.. so finally I got the drop so then i was supposed to measure the distance moved by the drop every minute for 9 mins!! So the small little drop started moving…. It started slowly at first.. But suddenly the drop began moving so fast!!! 30s…40s.. the drop was moving so fast!! Before 1 min the drop reached the end of the tube already!!! How am i supposed to obtain some more readings???!! Still have 8 mins to go some more!!! I thought I did something wrong so I read the instructions again to see if I was supposed to measure every min for 9 mins or whether I’m supposed to take 9 readings.. it was the former.. so I just tried again!!!! And the same thing happened.. tried a few more times…it happened again! Shit!!!! After that I took out some beans, cleaned the tubing and tried again and again!!! But the movement of the drop did not seem to be slowing down at all!!!! aaaHH!!! I was so pissed and getting reallie panicky!!! Half an hour had already passed and I haven’t even obtained a single reading!!! So I gave up and decided to do another experiment first. So I proceeded to do the microscope work… had to draw the vascular bundle in the stem. Phew! Luckily I knew how to recognize the different tissues in the stem so it was ok. Then I decided to go back to do question 2. it was on benedict’s test and reducing sugars. I was supposed to carry out the Benedict’s test on 4 solutions. But they didn’t say wat volumes of the glucose solution and benedict’s solution to use!!! so I thought i was supposed to use 5cm3 of Benedict’s solution and 1 cm3 of glucose as we normally do. So I put the glucose solutions in the test tubes followed by the 5cm3 of Benedict’s solution. After putting the Benedict’s solution in 2 test tubes I realized that there was not enough Benedict’s solution!!! How??? So I had to ask the teacher for more Benedict’s solution. Then mdm tham walked in and told us not to ask for any more Benedict's solution as moe only gave a certain amt. Oh well... Then I guessed that I was supposed to use less Benedict’s solution. So I poured away the 2 tubes of excess Benedict’s solution and put 2 cm3 of the glucose solutions and benedict’s solution in all the 4 test tubes. Then I put all the test tubes in the water bath. So after a few minutes I took it out and looked at the test tubes to differentiate the colour. And guess what?? One yielded an orange-red ppt and another a slight reddish ppt. However, the test tubes G1 and G3 were both BLUE!!! How to differentiate which one had a higher concertration of glucose???!!! Ok.. so I told myself to move on first. So I continued with the next part of the question. It was something to do with starch and amylase. So again I followed the instructions and put the starch and enzymes in the 3 test tubes. I was supposed to leave it for 15 mins. So I “thought” I started the stop watch… and then I decided to go back to my stupid mung beans experiment to try again… tried a few times but to no avail the drop simply moved too fast!!. Then I realized I didn’t start my stopwatch. So I didn’t noe how long more to leave my starch and enzymes mixture. Aaahh!! So I juz guessed and decided to leave it for 5 more mins. Then I put it in the water bath and took it out after a few minutes. I took out 2 test tubes safely and placed it on my rack.. When I took out the final test tube however, I accidentally dropped the test tube!! Spilling the contents on the table!!! Aaahhh!!!! Shit!! So I had to spent some time clearing up the mess. But luckily there was some solution left in the test tube. So again I observed the 3 test tubes to see the colour!! Again there were 2 test tubes that had orange-red ppt!! How to tell the concentration of glucose???!!!! I was so freaked out already!!!! All my results seem to be sooooo wrong!!! What am I supposed to write for the recordings and observations???? Then how am I supposed to answer the questions??!!! so shitty la! In the end I used my gut feeling and instincts and some deduction to guess all my readings!!!! Guessed all my readings for the bean experiment too!!! Haiz. Then had to answer the questions some more and I totally wrote crap!!! Didn’t know what was happening at all!!!! It was juz TERRIBLE… it was the most SHITTY bio prac ever!!! Stupid stupid stupid stupid!!!! Made me feel totally dumb!!! Thought I was the only stupid one to get such results!!!! So demoralizing man!!
Sigh. After the prac we had to be quarantined. Everyone was complaining abt the bio prac too!!! And I realized that most people had the same results too!! That calmed me down a little.. but still!! I think I complained about the prac for like 1 hour!!! Then after that I gave up and juz slacked and talked until the quarantine was over!! ok.. that's abt it. Think todae is juz a bad dae. Even the weather is going against me man. When i reached my mrt station at kembangan, it started storming!!! So i had to like take the bus!!! sigh.

dancing away; {10:21 PM}
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October 29, 2003

i think i'm getting kind of stressed now. its like only one and a half weeks to the As!!! aaahhh!!! i feel so unprepared!! anyway, todae and yesterdae, i had to go to school for maths mock. the papers were kind of hard but at least i could do most of the questions.. haha todae i finished the paper so early, so me and in went down to the canteen to eat an early lunch!! heh heh. well, after the paper, i walked to the mrt with ade and galvin, but had to take the train home alone.. poor me :(
so i reached home and spent a few hours trying to read through a few stacks of bio practicals.. ahhh!! so much animal and plant cells to remember!!! well at least i managed to do some studying.. but i still haf some more to go man... that means i have to study much more tomorrow. aaahhH!! haiz... nvm... i'll shall devote the whole dae to study bio... well, todae was the last episode of the show angel's dream... wow. the ending was so ironic man!! the mystery has finally been solved!! haha:)

dancing away; {12:14 AM}
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October 28, 2003

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE GRANDMA!!!! luv ya lotz!!!

dancing away; {11:20 AM}
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October 26, 2003

i'm so tired todae. firstly, i had to wake up at 6a.m. coz i had to go to church early again as i waz playing for worship again. but this time i had to go by myself as kenneth and patsy were out of town. so i left the house, took the bus to the mrt and took the mrt to tampines and then another bus to church. nearly didn't noe which stop to get off but luckily i was alert enough to press the bell once i spotted the church. phew!! i took like 45 mins to get there!! i only expected to take 30mins. so in the end i arrived at church at ard 7.20... was considered so late!!![i was supposed to get there by 7!!] luckily there was still time to have a practice... wat a relief... haiz... ok, so the church service started at 8... and my playing was ok except for one part when i accidentally played a wrong chord. but overall the worship proceeded rather smoothly.
after church, me, bev and mei went for breakfast with the youth. we had chai tow kuey!! then after that we went to walk ard tm. haha. we saw this lady from zhen qing having some sort of tv promotion there!!! and there were so many aunties chasing after them!! haha :) and i bought mei a powerpuff waterbottle for her birthdae!!!![ok, i paid for half of it] nice and cute! hah! now she owes me a birthdae present too!! haha :) well, i finally bought a photo album from precious moments... got so many photos to put inside already! anyway, we wanted to go to bugis or junction 8 to shop. but we all didn't have enough money so we decided to go mei's house! haha. we took so many photos there. and even filmed videos!! haha :) it was so fun!! there was one video in which 3 of us were supposed to be charlie's angels fighting the bad guy!!! well, after that we were so hungry so we ate twisties, tuna snacks and sausages.[we shared amongst all of us la.. dun think i eat sooo much k?] anyway, later auntie hwei fong wanted to go to stadium cove as she thought there was a pasa malam there so we all followed too! haiz. there was no pasa malam there so we went to eat tau huey in geylang!! supposed to be one of the best tau huey stalls in singapore!! and it was reallie good! very smooth and easy to eat! auntie hwei fong also bought back some durians for my family! yeah! then i went home!!!

sigh. i didn't even study again. better go and study after this. must finish my chem tys mcqs by todae!!!! only have like 2 topics more to go!!! i complained to in already!!! haha. oh ya. my mum and brothers made chocolate cookies todae!! yay!! i luv chocolate chip cookies!!! haha :) ok, gtg and eat durians and study liaoz.

dancing away; {6:51 PM}
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October 24, 2003

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! luv ya!!!! muacks!!!
yay!! mummy and grandma celebrated their birthdae today!!! so many relatives came over to our house!!! well, bianca came so early[at ard 5p.m.] and i was still watching my chi show. so we juz sat there - talking and watching tv. haha. reallie found out quite a lot abt her. haven't talked to her for soooo long.. and i finally noe keith's "secret"!!! heh heh. i suspected it all along. i'm quite sharp ok. haha. anyway, i shan't say too much man. i'm not supposed to noe anything..... winkz* well, there was sooo much food todae. grandma cooked beef rendang, baculat[dunno how to spell la. but its the black nut.], kuey piti, noodles. and we also had satay!!! the food was juz GREAT!!! so wonderfully DELICIOUS!!!! my grandma's cooking is juz great!!! i ate soooo much!!! uncle john and ee maureen also came exceptionally early. haha. and uncle john made seafood pasta so i got to EAT AGAIN!!! haha. that bianca ah. left me to talk to keith during dinner... haiz. but nvm, i found other pple to entertain me... hah!!! well, all proceeded as usual. we sang the birthdae song and ate the birthdae cake!!! that's abt it.. so ciaoz!
p.s. i muz remember to give my card to mummy. spent like 1 hour to make their birthdae cards yesterdae. gave grandma already... :)

dancing away; {11:17 PM}
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October 23, 2003

ok. i'm over wat happened yesterdae. sorry for all those bad words. but i juz wanted to spit everything out once and for all. haiz. nvm. from now onwards. we three shall go back to our original happie days :) sometimes i think our friendship is very fragile especially these last few months. but i guess its through trials and tribulations that we become stronger. i think there's a lot of details i dun reallie get yet but i guess i will in due course. but it doesn't reallie matter. haiz. but in any case, the two of you will always be my bestest of frienz. we'll go through thick and thin together always. no matter wat happens we muz always be the closest of frienz ya. i really treasure our friendship. may our friendship never die!!!! luv u 2 alwayz :) !!! muackz!!!!!

dancing away; {4:31 PM}
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October 22, 2003

yay!! in came over to my house this afternoon. haha. she felt like cycling. so we went cycling!!! we cycled to east coast park. wow. its been a long time since i cycled!! the feeling was juz great!! i remember the times when i used to cycle every week to east coast park with mummy, papa and the boys.... haiz. we always ate at the laguna food centre. but i juz past there todae and saw that they were redeveloping the food centre. hopefully the chai tao kuey stall[my fav!!!] will still be there the next time i go there!!! i always ate that when we came to eat!!! haha :) anyway, me and in cycled for a while.... then we decided to buy some snacks to eat at the jetty. so we juz sat at the jetty eating and enjoying the beautiful scenery. i really think i have been cooped up in the house for too long... the blueness of the sky and the greenery seemed ever so lovely. and we even could see the sunset. wow! it was really a breath taking sight. the colours of red and orange of the sunset created such a picturesque view: ) so romantic right?? haha:) then we came back home... haiz... we were so tired :) my thighs were aching[in's too!!] it was already dinner so we cleaned ouselves up a little before tucking in to dinner. my grandma cooked chilli crab[flower crab]. i don't reallie like flower crab but the chilli sause was very nice!!! grandma's cooking is juz the BEST man!!! in also ate until she was sooooo full!!! haha. after that, we watched the vcd of maksim mrvica[the piano player]. his playing was really good!! his fingers were literally jumping off the piano as he played the flight of the bumblebee:) me and in were totally astonished and were really extremely impressed. haha. but we thought he was too skinny... looked like a gay faggard[no offense to any maksim fans]... haha:) well, after that in had to leave so i walked her to bus stop and said goodbye!!!
haiz... wat a wonderful evening.. the whole afternoon there was so much noise!!! my father finally installed a glass wall for the bathroom!! finally!! after one whole year!!!

sigh. tat sickening person again insulted me and mei again. ok. i noe i said i can't be bothered abt wateva he said but wat the hell. say we're proud!! i need to defend myself too!!!! you shld juz look in the mirror at urself first.. who is the one showing off handphones and playing ringtones all the time?? he's the one with a horrible attitude. like he juz come to church and juz sit at the back. seems to me he juz goes to church to get a gf.. juz like bev and all the numerous ones before.. haiz.. wat an idiot!!! i guess he's juz putting the blame on us for their breakup. wat did we do man???? he juz blames other pple so he can cover up his own actions. stupid and heartless!!!! juz insult me over and over again. wat's his problem?? think i like getting insulted is it??? then i juz ignore him and he gets pissed?? acting pitiful only. AAAHHHHHH!!!! i juz need to let off steam now... calm down now.... i'm gonna say this for the LAST time. i dun want to have anything to do with that person. now or ever!! and i hope he really stops harassing bev!! she reallie deserves someone better!!!! juz GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!

dancing away; {10:48 PM}
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well, i finally finished the maths paper. i actually woke up at 9a.m. today. and that's very early compared to the last two days where i haf been waking up at noon. i can't stand waking up sooo late!! makes you feel reallie lethargic. and that's reallie bad. can't concentrate on work or anything!!! haiz... but at least these few daes i have been staying at home doing some work. and watching soooo much tv!! the show angel's deam is reallie nice! some sort of mystery drama[interesting] there's also a new chinese show at 9[my love.my home]!! and a new season of PCK!!! ahaha... so funny!! and i haf been faithfully stretching these last 2 days... haha:)
aaahh!! its only ard 2 weeks to a levels!!!! and nxt week i have bio prac!!! seems like dooms day is getting closer and closer. aahhh!!!

dancing away; {1:18 PM}
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October 19, 2003

Still
Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
Within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still
Know you are God

I rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

this is my fav song at the moment. played this in church today :)

dancing away; {8:53 PM}
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i woke up early for church todae as i waz playing. the whole worship session went along smoothly. rev rusty russell was preaching todae abt thanksgiving and having good thoughts etc... which was rather exciting! i like this verse!
"Be anxious for nothing but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be known to God." Phil 4:6
well, after that, i rested a while at mei's house b4 going to orchard hotel for the australian fair. wow. the exhibition hall was so big and i didn't even know where to start!! anyway, i asked several of the various universities abt the medicine course. it is sooooo hard to get into medicine! most of the unis only have like 30 odd places for international students!! sigh. in the end i ended up asking from medicine to related health sciences to business!! sigh. i'm still worried abt my future... but anyway i muz concentrate on my coming A levels first.

dancing away; {5:34 PM}
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October 18, 2003

ok.... todae was very exciting!!! will try to make it as short as possible. ok, first, in the late morning, i went with ken, grandpa and grandma to parkway to eat brunch and to go to giant. well, then we came home. soon i had to leave again to go for church practice at ard 1p.m. the practice lasted for around 1 and a 1/2 hours. i think the songs were nice! i like the song still!!! anyway, after that, i met up with bev and mei and headed to plaza sing to shop!!! oh ya... on the way to the tampines mrt station... i bought a metal watch!!! yay!!! anyway,ps was so crowded!! probably because of the opening of the new branch of the hypermart carrefour[pronounced as car fu!! haha!!] anyway, we shopped ard for a while, and ate bread talk. we also went to starbucks and we all both a frappucino mocha each!! haha. this is actually the FIRST time each of us bought our own cup!! normally we would share!! heh heh. anyway, mei and bev wanted to take neoprint at heeren so we decided to take a walk there since it was only 1 mrt station away. i guess we wanted to lose weight too!!! haha. so once we reached there, we shopped ard. i saw this very nice pink shorts at 37 degrees. NICE!!! but i didn't buy it yet coz had to consider.... hmmm.. anyway, we proceeded to take neoprint... haha. i think i got all excited abt decorating the picture. haha!!! the neoprints were FABULOUS!!! nice!!! haha... in the end i decided to buy the shorts!!! we were all so tired from walking already and it was also pretty late so we decided to go home!!! wat a wonderful dae : ) wish everydae could be like this.. but sigh. this is going to be my LAST time going shopping. i muz really concentrate on studying already. muz STUDY!!!!!! and FOCUS!!!!! haha. ok... kind of late already. muz go to sleep soon. i'm very tired already. muz wake up early tmr for church too! so ciaoz!

dancing away; {11:24 PM}
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October 17, 2003

wow... todae has been a reallie long dae. well, i had to go to school early for gp mock exam. think i reallie wrote a lot a lot of crap!!! i only did the essay. didn't feel like staying for the compre. feel kind of pissed with myself for not going. but anyway, i had a lot of fun talking with in, shreya, galvin, hansel.. were toking with them abt all kinds of stuff la!! haha. shreya and hansel can reallie tok a lot!!! still remember last year at my birthdae party.. shreya entertained us sooo much.... haha!!! so funny!! anyway i sort of slacked until bio lesson.. well, we all went there on time but ms tang wasn't there yet so we 'played' tennis with the racket and tennis balls which willie brought[i think] so funnie!! haha... ms tang soon came and so we had our bio lesson... haiz... i was juz copying blindly la... didn't reallie noe wat was happening.. sigh.... after bio, me and tanu wanted to see the dance item for open dae tmr...so while waiting we went to the hub to see the exhibts... ms tang was also there and she gave us a mini bio practical lesson. we also tried the data logger com.. used it to take our temperature!!! haha... cheap thrills*... anyway, after that we went to the hall to the dance booth. and we saw our syf dance.. think the china blue dance was VERY NICE on the video.. didn't reallie see our dance before in full costume and lighting.. and i was reallie impressed!!! haha... dance practice was going to start so we went to the hall and watched the juniors dance.... pretty good!!! haha...

anyway yesterdae night i went to see madam butterfly at the esplanade.. it was GOOD!!! i reallie liked the lead dancer who played madam butterfly. she's extremely good man... her lines and dancing was reallie good!! and when she was carried it seemed as though she was so light!!! haha... i even bought the programme so i can keep as a souvenir!! haha!!!!

dancing away; {10:38 PM}
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October 15, 2003

Hero - Mariah Carey
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

dancing away; {8:53 PM}
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When You Say Nothing At All ~Ronan Keatings
It's amazing how you
Can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear
People talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
Try as they may
They can never defy
What's being said
Between your heart and mine

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

That smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Lets me know that you need me

You say it best when you say nothing at all
(Nothing at all)
You say it best when you say nothing at all
(Nothing at all)
You say it best when you say nothing at all
(Nothing at all)

dancing away; {8:36 PM}
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sigh. todae is such a sian dae. spent the whole dae at home. at least i managed to finish one maths paper 2.. and did some bio and chem questions during the commercial breaks while watching tv... haha. channel 8 is showing the show angel's dream and springs of life[chun dao ren jian] again!!! quite nice leh... lol.....
well, i juz finished watching holland v... wa lou. that yan yan is such a bitch...feel like killing her man!!! haiz...~ok..... calm down... its juz a tv show!!!
anyway, my father finally bought tickets to see madam butterfly at the esplanade!!! [yay!!! i get to go to the durian again!!! the concert hall is soooo NICE and !!!] well, its a ballet performed by the sdt... and i reallie like seeing nice dances... haiz.. reminds me of ballet again.... actually i reallie do like ballet... think its the nicest form of dance... but i juz dun like the teacher!!!![mei en shld noe how horrible and bias she is right????!!!]
oh ya. i'm also so proud of myself... actually been stretching for the last 2 days... muz improve on my splits!!! haha... think its actually kind of fun stretching especially when ur doing nothing but watching tv... -grinz- hopefully i can lose some weight too!!! haha!!

dancing away; {8:29 PM}
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October 14, 2003

i'm feeling much better todae. at least i dun haf to blow my nose anymore. still feeling a little nasal though. but anyway, today i had chem prac. i thought it was ok la. at least i could do my calculations!! [yay!!] organic chem actually came out for QA!!! never really thought that would come out but anyway, that beats testing for cations and anions.. haha.. the only horrible one was the thermo chem and design experiment. really hope my method is correct. haiz... aiya. dun want to think abt it anymore la. over liaoz. i'm juz so glad its over. now can use all my science pracs as rough paper!! haha.... anyway after chem prac, me, ade, in, colin, matthew went to dover market to eat lunch. but i didn't eat anything coz i waz having a stomach ache... sigh... but i drank green tea!! [haha! my fav] haiz... todae is such a HOT day!!!! stupid examiners... had to off the fans for sooo long... some more they turned it off after i finished the experiment la. haiz. was sooo hot la. had to keep fanning myself!!! haiz....

dancing away; {6:08 PM}
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October 13, 2003

i'm bored...

dancing away; {4:17 PM}
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sigh. i'm feeling so sick todae. my ears are blocked and my nose is blocked too. last night my nose was running too. had to wake up to blow my nose several times. didn't reallie have a good sleep. haiz. stupid weather. sickening flu. tmr i have chem prac somr more. think i should rest todae then hopefully tmr i'll get better.

yesterdae was a good dae. went to u2 with mei, bev and a hwei fong coz we had a 50% voucher. haha. the clothes were quite nice! in the end i bought a white shirt and a black skirt! after tat we went ot have dinner and i ate my fav chicken mc crispy!! yeah!! my second time eating that this week already. ate tat on fri too. for lunch before the movie.. haha.

dancing away; {11:27 AM}
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October 12, 2003

haiz. its another sleepy dae todae. had to wake up early for church todae. todae's worship was led by patsy. and the songs were nice!! anyway, after church we[me, bev, mei and the youth] went to a food court in tampines to have brunch!!! my throat was feeling kind of sore so we decided to have minced meat noodles and dumpling soup... it was quite yummy! and my throat felt much better after that. haha :) so now i'm at mei's house...[haiz... seems like every sunday i'll be at her house right?? can be my 2nd home liaoz... haha] juz finished snacking and watching huang zhu ge ge[my fair princess] again... haha... think i watched that show a few times already. but nvm. i like watching shows many times. haiz... yesterdae i was slacking the whole dae also. spent sooo much time surfing the net... and searching for other pple's blog.. haha... but at least still did a bit of work... okie... better study chem now.... ciaoz!

dancing away; {2:39 PM}
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October 11, 2003

ok.. i'm in a kind of sleepy mood no though i juz only woke up. sigh there was a huge storm last night man. roaring thunder and flashes of lightning. i like rainy daes at night but the booming thunder was sooo loud that it felt like bombs dropping!! woke me up la. the lightning also tripped the power supply. and my aircon also switched off!! the room became so stuffy la. luckily papa helped me to go down and turn the power back on. haiz. stupid thing. always tripping one. haiz. that's why i woke up so late todae. supposed to go to school for remedial some more. think i realie better study hard todae. haven't been studying hard for the last few daes..... ok.. betta go and do work liaoz..

dancing away; {11:47 AM}
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October 10, 2003

haiz... todae was the last dae of school. in the morning we had the baccalourette service. then after the service. we sort of had a party!!! i brought the cakes and food for the whole class to share!! then it was photos galore. took like soooo many photos. i even took picture with the teachers. and we took a class picture at the smiley face!!! [yay!!!] haha. finished 1 roll of film. haiz. after all the photo taking, me, in, arpita, tanu, colin, ade went to watch the movie the underworld. its reallie sucks man. the entire show was like in black and white man. so DULL!!! and it was always raining. so dark and morbid. the story line was also DUMB!!! aaahh!!! made me so sick after that la!!! reallie spoilt my mood man. well, after that, we met up with jo, leech and cindy and went to walk ard orchard for a while. haiz. then they all left, leaving me, tanu and arpita. then we walked to hmv. galvin, hansel and zhiliang was there too!!! wat was shocking was that pc was there too!!! well, we hanged ard there for kind of long man. and i ended up buying one cd[silence]. it was quite good. the piano music was reallie relaxing and soothing. tanu also bought 2 dance cds and she lent me one to bring home!!! very nice too!!! ok. gonna watch survivor now. byez!

dancing away; {10:13 PM}
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October 09, 2003

sigh. stupid pple were teasing me during gp lesson la. wateva, i think i'm the one that pple suan and tease the most often. muz reallie learn to get ANGRY!!! but how???? i'm too nice already. tat's why some pple[ahem ahem...] always tease me. muz reallie SCOLD them!!!!! AAAHHH!!!! never mind. i rather not scold myself. juz get someone to scold for me la. [haha] aiya. i think i'm juz TOO nice!!!! sigh. i reallie didn't noe being nice means getting bullied as well. nvm. tmr is already the last day of school.

yay!!! todae was kind of fun. i juz came back from parkway buying cakes and chocolates for the class and teachers with the remaining class funds. i nearly forgot la. but luckily in reminded me. so i bought 2 cakes[1.5kg] and a lot of sweets!!! and of course i bought some chocolates for our beloved teachers. haha. todae at school was also soooo fun!! hansel brought his video camera and was filming the class pple[including me] almost the whole dae!!! [haha.... felt like a star man....] haha. just kidding la. well, most of the time i spent writing autographs. but i still haven't finished la. have a few more to go. and during bio period. we were taking photos la. so tmr we dun haf to rush ard too much. haha.. this is called thinking ahead man. and i juz developed the photos at parkway. took only 1 hr... pretty fast right???] haha. anyway. have to eat dinner liaoz. byez!

dancing away; {6:43 PM}
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haha... now i'm here in gp lesson... supposed to be researching on sustainable development... wat ever is dat???? haha... anyway.. wats with hansel and his camera??? haiz... luckily i luv the camera... [haha]

you cannot make it lah... you wat star search contestant ah... dream on....

wateva jon..
you ah... kristian...

sigh. i still think jon sounds better....

how about kristofer
then how ooooo
ahhh...
wei....!!!
huh!??!?!!?!?
don't touch me theeeeeeeeeeeeeeere..
no no no no no
hey...
ooh.
h
thats not too bad...
wateva la....
i'm reallie gonna get ANGRY!!!!!

dancing away; {8:22 AM}
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October 08, 2003

haiz... i'm feeling juz fine todae... reallie feel much much better. i mean like how long can i actually stay angry?? i'm like happy all the time. tat's wat everyone says... sigh. so everybody thinks i won't get angry. so in the end i always get suaned and bullied by all the stupid guys in my class.... no names mentioned. [sigh] haiz.... dun reallie wanna bothered abt them anyway.
school is ending on fri!!! yay!!!! i dun haf to come to school anymore!!!no more sian lectures and boring tutorials!!!.. but i'm also kind of sad-sobz- will miss all my frienz... and the canteen food!!!! haiz.... at least i managed to get all my classmates autographs already... [yeah!]
haiz. todae i juz came back from school after the bio mock exam.... haiz... today was reallie fun la!!! ms tang and mr rama both gave us free periods... so funnie... the guys[ok...some guys] were so funnie la and so SICK!!! they were all writing auto book for tanu.... and they kept on teasing her with all the indian guys[esp gops]... so funnie la.. poor tanu. [how can they bully my TWIN~!!!] haiz. but it reallie gave me a good laugh. haiz. i couldn't even concentrate and do work the whole time la. the guys kept cracking stupid SICK jokes!!! haiz... kept on getting bullied by galvin too!!! always like that one la... that ........ wateva la. i shall refrain from using bad words. [not good la]
anyway after lunch was bio mock exam. i didn't reallie study la. didn't noe anything abt the thyroid gland la. and a whole question came out. sigh. but aiya, later then check my paper la. okok. i shall end here now. ciaoz

dancing away; {6:00 PM}
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October 07, 2003

AAAHHH!!! i am SOOOO PISSED now!!!!!! that guy is juz sooooo heartless!!!! SO IDIOTIC!!!!!!!!! aaaahHH!!! juz feel like thrashing out all the BAD words at him now la.... and reallie say wat i wanna spit out since a very loooong time ago.... i reallie reallie cannot take it anymore!!!! he came into our lives and now he is juz leaving like dat la... and worse still he says he hates us.... wat the hell!!! wat right does he have to say such things!!!! but i reallie dun care anyway... wateva... i can't be bothered. juz suck him man. i hate him too... wat else can i say.. thanks so much for all those insults and also thanks sooo sooooo much for intruding into my privacy when we're shopping and also for spoiling my mood every sunday and for irritating the hell out of me all the time... !!!!!! wateva.... he's so heartless too!!! juz left bev like dat lor... make her sooo heartbroken.... wat a heartless FREAK!!!!!!!!!!! suck him la!!!!

dancing away; {4:08 PM}
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October 06, 2003

haha... todae is a GOOD day!!! haha... during contact time i asked ms tang to take a class photo for us... luckily we had FULL attendance todae.... for once... so i managed to take a class photo!!! haha... i think i haf sooo many class photos already... :) yay... so later during recess, me and in rushed down to eat the tom yam stall... haha... spent $2!!! well, then we had 3 periods of bio... me and deb were talking so much!!! haha... anyway, it was raining after school.. so me, in, chen may, and ger were talking in the canteen. and they said tat they want to do business and then set up a pub, cafe, restaurant and hotel.. all in one!!! haha... then we each can manage one part!!! [haha] it was still raining so i went to the hub with ade and colin. and i sat down and did hansel's autograph bk!! thought it was very nice!! wrote sooo much some more.. hansel shld reallie thank me for this man!!! [haha] i still haf tanu's autograph bk... think i'll do it later la... muz print out some pics to paste inside too!!! sigh.... yesterdae i weighed myself at bev's house... i actually put on weight!!! aaahhhH!!!! aiya.... then todae i juz ate a packet of chips!!! like that how to lose weight ah???.... haiz.... nvm la... life is meant to be enjoyed la...

dancing away; {5:03 PM}
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October 05, 2003

ahaha!!!! its been a reallie looong dae... came back from bev's house ard 5. [home at last!!!!!] finally i sat down and did some maths... then practising some piano... and then had DINNER!!!! [yay!!!] wah... todae had a lot of nice food man... [giant prawns!!! my fav!!!] haha.. very nice!!! then i did a bit of bio while watching sun yanzi the moment on tv... haha... i think sun yanzi is reallie good!!!! her songs are very nice!!! my fav at the moment is yu jian!!! so slow and calm... and it reallie suits the show toO!!!! i also learnt how to play that song on the piano already!!! [yay!!!!] oh ya... todae's sermon was on dreams... and how to interpret dreams.... kind of interesting.... : ) hmmmm.... k k ... nutting much to say liaoz... sayonara!!!

dancing away; {9:26 PM}
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hahaha... i'm at bev's house now... feeling reallie very sian now....AAAHHH!!! not studying again!!!! HELP!!!!!!! [sigh]anyway... i finally asked my mum abt the thailand trip and she actually said i can go!!! yay!!!!!!! [muacks*] so happie...!!!! yeah!!!! hahahaha!!!!!!-lol- and yesterdae i went to parkway with bev and we went shopping... there was a charles and keith shoe sale... and so i bought a pair of slippers!!! and then i went to red earth and bought a nail polish... very nice and glittery!!! haha... yeah!!!! aiyo!!! bev is painting her nails now... so SMELLY!!!![cough~~~] haha... !!!! k k ... better go and do work now..... byez!!!!!!!!

dancing away; {3:04 PM}
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October 04, 2003

dancing away; {5:52 PM}
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October 03, 2003

haiz... its me again... haha... i better quickly type this blog.. so i can go and watch survivor!!! haha* yay!!! i did some stretching todae.... and luckily i can still do a split... [haha] haiz... suddenly i miss ballet... dunno why... maybe coz i reallie like dancing!!! i'm also feeling kind of fat nowadays... feel like taking ballet again so i can lose weight!!!! haha.... and juz now i watched the supermodel competition.... all the models figure were damm nice!!! but their faces were so ugly!!!! and the winner of the competition was not nice at all la!!! haiz... i reallie wonder wat the judges were thinking man.... [sigh] and the holland v show made me soooo sad todae.... xiao hui died -sobz- and that bitchy and idiotic yan yan finally got caught.. yeah!!! finally!!! she deserves to be locked up man.... ok, the show is getting even more interesting again.... can't wait for the nxt episode man!!!! haha... sigh... tmr i haf school some more.... and i don't reallie wanna go... but leech asked me to go and watch inferno affairs 2 with her.... aiya... ask my mum first la... see if she sends me la.... haha... okie... i wanna go watch the immunity challenge now... ciaoz

dancing away; {10:33 PM}
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wow... i reached home sooooo early todae.. all thanks to my dearest mum!!! -muackz- haha... school was as usual todae... nothing much reallie happened.... most of the time i was juz talking to pple la!!!! hahahaha.... sigh... i think i'm juz getting reallie crappy... ahh!!! oh... and i hope chen may can come up with a nice t-shirt design for the class t-shirt!!! that would be soooo GREAT!!! haha... haiz... i juz heard tat its 7 weeks to the A levels!!!! aahh!!! it seems like such a short time.!!!! haiz...

dancing away; {2:43 PM}
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October 02, 2003

sigh... todae has been such a long dae.... haiz... had stupid gp mock exam todae... hopefully i can pass-shrugs- well, hopefully... i actually thought the paper was ok... wrote quite a lot too leh... well, i can only hope for the best now....-haiz- i'm like having slight cramps now la... damm irritated... [sigh] nvm la... its tolerable... anyway todae pc locked me and in out of the class la [jokingly only la] haha... so stupid la!!!! haiz.... actually todae was a reallie bad dae la... the whole dae i felt reallie terrible.. [prob coz of cramps] but anyway.. i'm sooo relieved that i'm finally home... i can finally relax at home... in peace and watch tv....

dancing away; {6:53 PM}
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October 01, 2003

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! : )
yay!!! I actually did work yesterdae... finished revision 3 paper 1 already!!!! sooo proud of myself. i actually could do the volume question....[haha] i neva understood the volume of revolution thing la!!! haiz... my com is laggin again!!!! stupid com!!!! sigh tmr there's a gp mock exam la... and i'm totally not looking forward to it la!!!! i'm reallie very bad at gp la!!!! have to work my brain reallie hard to think man!!!!! haiz... i shall drink chicken essence tmr morning la... so i'll have enough energy to concentrate[haha] haiz... i juz hope the questions will be nice la.... and guess wat. i juz finished eating one big packet of twisties la... haiz... i'm eating soooo much again!!!! sigh... i reallie muz try to "diet" and exercise... so i can look good in the dress!!! [haha] haiz.......

dancing away; {3:53 PM}
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Kris
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