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A HIGH LIFE.
January 29, 2006
In life, don't think how much pain you went through but the lessons it taught you...
not how much you cried but how much you smiled...
not how much you were hurt but how much you were loved...
i just want to throw away the past and not let it haunt me anymore.
and i just want to be myself again, the truly happy me.
thanks for cheering me up dear :)
dancing away; {5:15 PM}
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January 23, 2006
wahhh the fashion show is amazing. the models are just sooo damn gorgeous! from top to toe man! i'm SOOOO jealous! hahaha. makes me wanna go on a lingerie spree too. but then i shall resist that temptation...
p.s. the pics are a special treat for the guys out there. heh heh. don't drool too much...
dancing away; {11:41 PM}
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January 22, 2006
ok now i'm at a cousin's house typing this entry, and why am i here? coz i just came back from eating pasta mania after church, and i don't wanna go home.
today the pastor was talking abt prison ministry. and this reminds me of the show true files, about the crimes in singapore.. i have watched many episodes of true files, and i'm appalled at the horrors of the crimes people commit, and believe that they deserve all the punishment rendered. but then again, as i heard today from the pastor, many of these criminals have a traumatising past, which made them cold and heartless as a result. but still, that is not a reason to commit such evil acts. there was one case i remember watching some time ago, which i still remember as it was terrifying. it was a case of this 5- 6 year old boy being tortured, physically as well as sexually and beaten to death by his mother's lover. i remember re-enactments of scenes of which the boy was made to eat faeces, being bashed up and even being forced to have sex with the mother's lover. and all this was done, with the consent of his mother.
i'm just thinking, wat is this world coming to? how can a mother actually see and even allow her lover to commit such horrific attacks on her son? to his death some more?!! its her sonnnn for goodness sake. and in her defense, she said that she allowed it as he said that he was beating and punishing the son to disipline him. and about the sexual assault, she said that her lover wanted extra pleasure from her son otherwise he would leave her, and she made her son do whatever her lover wanted so that he would not leave her. seriously, i can't imagine how the mother can do this...this is the part that horrified me the most. isn't it a mother's instinct to protect the ones she loves? especially your own flesh and blood? ok anw i just think she's crazy.
the verdict? the man was obviously given the death penalty, which i was definitely happy about. he deserved it man.
but i do believe also that criminals can turn over a new leaf, and they also can be changed by God. as i heard from the pastor today, many miracle stories come from within the prisons. and this is where God is very real, as the impact and changes can be seen in amazing ways. soo praise God! :)
dancing away; {3:37 PM}
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January 21, 2006
i love watching tv! haha! now watching: love concierge on channel 8. i like that show, and its gettting really exciting now! can't believe that ruqing is soooo evil, resorting to faking her pregnancy and wanting to jump off the building to get jie kuan to marry her. how dramatic. and the show has fiona xie!!! ya and i think she is super pretty, and has all the fats in the right placesss! how lucky! hahaha! okk i seriously dunno wat to blog about.. so this is all the crap i can think of.
so anyway later i'm gg for the idp pre-departure briefing. hopefully its better than the last briefing which was really pathethic. -crossing my fingers-
ok my mum is calling me for lunch now soo gtg !!
dancing away; {11:58 AM}
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January 17, 2006
today i went to hans place for karoke. his place has a hard drive full of songs and loud speakers! so we went there and just started singing and singing.. from jay chou, sun yanzi to wu yue tian and even hokkien songs! (which i don't understand at all..) haha. and i managed to read most of the chinese words! (dunno also just sing something...heez) must go to his place to practice some more.. then i can improve my singing..haha:)
dancing away; {7:47 PM}
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January 14, 2006
i am happy:)
glad that we are able to talk about everything.
i don't want to think so much,
just want to enjoy every moment:)
dancing away; {5:32 PM}
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January 12, 2006
I DO... Cherish YOU by 98 degrees
Verse
All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I
Chorus
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do
Verse
In my world before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Til my dying day
suddenly i thought of this song. so now i'm practicing how to play it on the piano too.
:)
dancing away; {3:22 PM}
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January 11, 2006
its raining AGAIN. the rain can't seem to ever stop. depressing man. no wonder there's a higher suicide rate during the rainy season. it just keeps raining and pouring. who is ever in a mood to go out. that's why this whole week has been rather lazy. except for certain special occasions when i actually make an effort to go out. haha.
i made an interesting observation today when i went out Yvonne. (or actually she was the one who told me...) guys nowadays always appear in groups of 4. saw like 3 groups of guys walking in town just in a span of 10 minutes! haha! wonder if this is the influence of F4? hmmm, i hope not.
i'm feeling so relieved now. the issue which has been on my mind for the past few weeks has finally been resolved! can finally breathe properly again. phew! things are going to go well from now! :)
dancing away; {10:14 PM}
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January 06, 2006
ok time for an update again!
actually i've been in a rather bad mood these few days coz of some stuff... and also coz i'm sick. sighhh been down with the flu for like the past 3 days. can't sleep properly and my nose keeps running. not a very nice feeling at all.
but anw, i am feeling better now :)
and i finally watched chronicles of naria. yup i heard many people say that it was boring in the beginning, but i thought it was entertaining throughout. and there were many parts which were portrayed rather differently than i imagined.. (after reading the book) but see, that's the power of imagination! haha!
okie i'm going to sicc to go to the gym now...
ciaoz!
dancing away; {12:23 PM}
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January 03, 2006
I'M BACK!!
well my chiang mai trip was great!!
some highlights:
-2 days of trekking through the jungle, and seriously its very very tiring. had to climb up 8 hills in total! and even had a few river crossings.
-stayed over at a village, in a bamboo hut, with totally NO electricity at all, and NO toilet, and with lots of pigs, chickens, wild boars. we had to bring a stick along when going to the toilet(ala anywhere in the bushes) to defend ourselves against the pigs... my goodness! it was a totally different experience!
-nxt 2 days of white water rafting. this was really really FUN!! especially the rapids! had a good arm workout rowing the boat. plus i'm now pretty sunburnt from spending sooo much time in the blazing hot sun.
-for the rafting trip, we also staying in a place with no electricity. but this time in a tent! and there was a "proper" toilet, in a sense the place at least had a private enclosed area for ur business. haha.
-last 2 days-rest, relax and lots of shopping!! the night bazzar, central shopping centre are fantastic shopping places! plus, the prices are extremely friendly. so you can imagine how excited i was!! really, we shopped till we dropped man! [to the point where even i couldn't take it anymore...] haha but bargaining is not easy at all. i think i'm just too soft-hearted. haha so i just left all the bargaining to my mum! she's the expert. lolz.
-on the whole, i had a total body workout. but i think i put all the weight back on coz the FOOD was soo good. and really CHEAP! really. a very decent meal at a riverside restaurant (with a live band, beer and all) cost us (5pple) about 1000 plus baht (approx 45bucks SGD)!
-so now i'm sunburnt and hopefully a bit stronger. haha:)
oh i and still remembered to make my new year resolution: (for the sake of making one)
which is be HAPPY!
dancing away; {2:35 PM}
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