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A HIGH LIFE.
August 31, 2004
The Rose
Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need.
I say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.
And the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes a rose.
dancing away; {1:06 AM}
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yay! sun was good...
went for dance ensemble practice which was fun:) but did so much turns and stuff until now i have so many blisters and bruises.. so painful!!! sigh.. but its worth it. so after dance i went shopping with leech. bought my converse shoes, a bag, socks, a top from chaos and levi jeans!! yeah... haha i spent so much time at chaos and levi's choosing the top and jeans man... think the sales pple there also very amused.. hehz.. so anw finally i bought all my stuff that was on my wish list so now have to think of a new one soon. hahaz. :) so happie with all my stuff:) well went for dinner at sakae sushi. spent abt 15 bucks each person. then after that went home!
*happie happie dae! :)
dancing away; {12:17 AM}
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August 28, 2004
been reallie busy this week... have school everyday. now have some tutorials to do already and most of them i reallie don't noe how to do!! haiz. so stressed!! oh wellz i guess i'll have to copy from my friends again. haha. so anw mon had worship class after school so i came home after that. didn't stay in hall. tues had tuition so i didn't stay in hall again. haiz. home is still the best hahaz. wed was my rest day.. didn't have any hall activities. so stayed in my hall and looked at my tutorial for half an hour but couldn't do it at all. some rubbish abt pH and buffers... which i forgot already.. haiz. so difficult. and the lecture notes also have no examples on how to calculate the pH also. sigh.
thurs had lectures from 8am-2pm. my earliest day. was sooooo sleepy coz was talking to my hall mates until reallie late the day before. had to buy sweets and curry puffs to keep myself awake... but still proved futile. the lectures are seriously too long... and its much worse than jc lectures. reallie miss ac a lot! all my classmates and everything... ok then after that had dance ensemble auditions which i reallie screwed up. forgot a lot of my steps... then for the 8-8s of free steps my mind was totally blank.. haiz. but at least the cheorographer was impressed by our energy hahaz. in the night i went for the sports bash at china black coz my hall mate asked me to go. well also went coz had to support my neighbour who was in the pageant. so anyway it was fun. music was good hahaz.
the next dae [fri] woke up juz in time to receive a phone call from a guy from the dance ensemble, who told me i got in!!! haha was reallie happie. :) -a reallie big grin- was so tired coz of clubbing so went back to hall after that to rest... evening time my father fetched me home.. yeah!!
so back to todae. nutting much happened. basically was on the computer. saving all my songs and stuff coz my bro's going to reboot the com or something so i better save everything first. then juz now went for a dance concert with my auntie. by the jitterbugs. the dancing was great.but the costumes were reallie skimpy... but oh wellz they are all so skinny anyway so it looks good on them. lolz. shall end off now.... ciaoz!!
dancing away; {11:36 PM}
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August 22, 2004
been sooo busy celebrating my bdae these few daes. didn't reallie do much on the actual dae coz i didn't plan anything... so it was rather boring. juz stayed at home and watched tv.
fri i had the unsw phone interview which was so scary but was pretty ok. now juz have to cross my fingers and wait..... so hopefully i'll get it!! then after tat had to rush down to take the pqa test at raffles city. willie was taking the test too so after the test went out with him to eat.. haha.
then after that went home to rest while waiting for galv to book out... waited like soooo long la.. like from 7 to ard 9. then finally went to meet him at newton and took train to city hall. went for dinner at nydc at like 11+. ate my mudpie again! haha. was so super full after that. watched alien and predator which was scary but the plot was so weird. the aliens and predators looked so ugly! frightening!! was very late already after the show so went home! :)
sat went to meet my og mates at swensens. ate the 1.39 topless 5 ice cream. haha juz ate and 'talked cok' as justin would say. lolz. went down to marche after that for my party. all of them were late. colin was the first to arrive. then willie, leech and nat. ate until i was sooo full again!! think nxt week have to diet already to lose all the weight! haiz. after that ger, hansel and jo came. so we shopped ard for a while at heeren before going to cineleisure. sat at long john's to chat some more. justin, stan, michelle and pruvthi[my og mates] came by to give me my present. so nice! then walked and shopped to wisma. actually realised its easier choosing guys clothes than my own clothes. haha. so after that took mrt back home.
so todae... had dance ensemble open class todae. wah the class was reallie reallie tiring. haven't stretched like this for soooooo long already. so hopefully i can get in lorz. auditions are nxt week! haha... well that's abt it...
dancing away; {6:57 PM}
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August 19, 2004
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
reallie wanna say thanks to all who remembered my bdae.. i'm reallie reallie touched... haha:) luv u all:)
dancing away; {11:24 PM}
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August 18, 2004
Valentine
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine
dancing away; {8:50 PM}
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August 17, 2004
yay!! juz played basketball for interblock games!!! and a block won!! so happie!!!!! a block wooooosssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! hahaha.
anyway for all those pple who dun noe... my bdae is on the 19th of aug!!!
my wishlist:
a new hp!!
converse shoes
levi jeans!
and more nice clothes
dancing away; {9:34 PM}
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weekends are always busy. came home from hall on fri nite. sat had piano lesson. then after that went for shreya's lunch. she's leaving for the us soon. so me, arpita, colin, zhiliang, hansel and willie met at marche. talked and ate.. haha. then after that decided to go watch movie at cine. the secret window. its a pretty scary show... abt a psycho person with a spilt personality.. a typical suspense thriller.
sun had church. was leading the youth meeting. so i led worship.. then samuel led the games.. pictionary. then i had to do bible study. went pretty smoothly.. haha. ok so after tat i rushed to west mall to meet galv to watch catwoman. he brought a lot of stuff from thailand.. haha. which i asked him to buy... well, the show was pretty good.. lotz of action. and cat fights!! haha. then went to eat kfc. wah the thailand trip seemed so fun! after tat rushed home to watch tv haha.
dancing away; {4:42 PM}
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August 13, 2004
today or actually yesterdae was an extremely loong dae... have been up since 7.15am. was late for my first fst lecture coz i didn't noe where was the room was. oh wellz. i dun seem to like food science anymore.. we have this new product development thingie where each grp has to come up with this new food product!! haiz. sounds rather hard. well, after that had stats lecture then had this gem module lecture which was abt atmospheric chemistry. i was so tired and sleepy lor... couldn't pay attention during lecture at all. kept on eating lotz of sweets to keep myself awake. haha. then after that met sean. this guy i met once at the bus stop and since he was free, he showed me the way to the chemistry department and i finally managed to register for my tutorials and practicals. phew! then after that went to co-op to buy lab coats and goggles for prac.. sigh my fst pracs start nxt week already!! haiz dun like pracs at all!! then after that talked to sean while waiting for tanu. haha met leech there also coz she was having her breadth module in science. so we headed back to my hall to rest while gossiping and bitching abt everything. hehz. then there was the dance ensemble welcome tea so we all went. they did some performances and its very nice!! i reallie wanna join!! so hopefully i can get in. the costumes are so pretty:) after tht went back to hall to eat dinner. then my hall mate asked me to go for the campus crusade tea so we went!! went almost towards to the end but it was a reallie meaningful sermon. worthy is the lamb... came back to the hall to rest. but at 9pm... had to go for a "jog" which was a hall thing. anw so we jogged to west coast. and todae was also initation, where the seniors welcome us offically to the hall. so we had team games. and this blindfold game and i had to walk blindfolded with a senior guiding us through the playground and do some stuff la. haiz. pretty fun. then after that in the end we had to wait for very long before getting supper!! which the seniors cooked for us. so sweet!! the food was reallie good too!! so now i'm in my hall...
wah wat a long dae... very very tired now. zzzzzzzzzzzz...
dancing away; {2:48 AM}
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August 11, 2004
its reallie hard adapting to a new school and lifestyle man. new people. new place. new subjects. new teachers. new ccas. haiz. so so many new things to get used to...
but i'll get used to it soon hopefully... haha.
*wishing upon a star...
dancing away; {11:09 PM}
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August 10, 2004
todae is the first dae of lectures. went for my first lecture which was not too bad la. met my piano friend joyce and mg frien desiree there. luckily... haha. otherwise i'll be so bored in lecture alone... spent in rest of the dae in my room. haha formatting my laptop and watchin tv heh. and then juz now went for dinner with the a-blockers. and i'm slowly getting to noe more pple now. so won't feel so lonely in hall. haha.. the seniors are pretty nice also :P
sometimes i feel so alone...
wishing for something to happen...
yet its not happening...
dancing away; {7:50 PM}
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August 09, 2004
Happy Birthdae Singapore!
and Happy Birthdae to Shu En too:)
todae watched ndp. haha. was pretty boring except the fireworks! i luv the fireworks man. its nice:) haha. it was shu en's party too. so we all watched singapore idol. haha. it was extremely funnie lorz. omg! some of them really cmi... haiz... then after that played x-box and watched a bit of friends. played pictionary too! basically we had lotz and lotz of fun:)
wah it has been a tiring weekend.
fri went for social night at pinetree club. the event was almost like prom! it was really really fun but the food was so horrible. saw like a few old friends from mg and ac there too! :)
sat went to eat out at suntec with galv. ate like at 2 places! pizza then dessert. haha. then went mei's house and talked till 2am haha.
sun had church. we all wore red! haha. after that had meeting with aaron, daniel and richard. had to learn how to teach bible study for nxt week. so after that i went to bugis to watch house of flying daggers. takeshi is so cute in the show! and in real life also! haha. and zhang ziyi is reallie pretty in the show too! and the plot is also good.. something like a period drama version of inferno affairs man. definitely nice show! haha.
schools gonna start tmr and i'm not reallie looking forward to it at all. sigh.
dancing away; {11:29 PM}
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August 04, 2004
todae was a reallie fun yet horrible dae. well went to my hall ard noon to hand in some forms. then after that i had nothing to do so i went to the health centre to rest and meet my old colleagues. luckily sheng called so i went to meet her. coz i had planned to crash the arts og. so i joined her og for the games. haha. wah their forfeits are so sick!! fortunately i didn't have to do any. hahaha. the games were fun and dirty! sigh. then i left early to go back to hall coz i thought there was going to be some hall dinner or something..... so in the end there was a dinner but it was a reallie formal one. saw all the gals in dresses and guys in pants lor. like some dinner and dance event. so i couldn't go coz i didn't have any formal attire... sigh. was feeling so bored so decided to go home lor.
dancing away; {11:37 PM}
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August 03, 2004
had flag dae todae. at clementi.. it was so so hot! but at least managed to collect some donations. haha. i went with my buddy og mates. wah in the end i was so tired! then went down to ac to help the j1s with their ndp concert. sheng went down too.. taught them our "we will get there" fun dance. haha. couldn't remember some steps.. but in the end we came up with something.
sigh this bidding for modules thing is so irritating. the bid for the modules i'm interested in is so high and also some of the modules i want to take have lectures that clash with my other modules. haiz. this makes life so so difficult. why can't they juz allocate all the modules to me? then no need to go thru with this whole tiring bidding process. well, finally i have decided to bid for intro to psychology and making sense of society. so i reallie hope the bid doesn't keep increasing, coz i used up all my pts already! haiz.. another thing abt this bidding thing. i muz always keep monitoring the situation like some stocks and shares and check if anyone is outbidding me... oh well... i'll juz relax and see how lor. juz pray i'll get the modules i want!
dancing away; {10:35 PM}
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yay! yesterdae just went to check into kent ridge. wah the room is so small!! but nice:) haha. luckily it was pretty clean too! i'm not staying there yet though but plan to move in on wed. yay! i'm reallie very excited!! haha. oh and poor galv is in hospital coz his lung burst so went to visit him at nuh. still seemed so happie as usual... so he's all right. and i also got my first pay check for my tuition! yay!
on sat i went for a dance dinner at cafe cartel with the alumni [sheng, liu and angela] and rj too! haha. wah we talked so much. and i actually learnt a lot abt dance man. all the juciy gossip abt the teachers and dancers. heh hehz. seemed like a "behind the scenes" episode for dance. lolz. so after dinner, we all walked to the esplanade and along the singapore river to the merlion, taking a lot of pictures along the way haha. wah the scenery was so nice! the only thing that spoilt the night was coz i had to wait half an hour for the bloody bus which never came. so i the end i had to waste money to take a cab back! sigh.
dancing away; {10:55 AM}
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