A HIGH LIFE.
January 24, 2005
argh! wats wrong with me... i'm beginning to doubt myself a lot... like today... i am feeling totally lousy with myself... which is a totally wrong feeling. haiz i dunno why.. maybe its pms. but then again can't blame everything on that. sighhh my mood last year (2004) kept on fluctuating with all the ups and downs... compared to the times in jc when i always felt carefree and happie like 80% of the time. except for certain times because of u-noe-who.. wat nice memories i had from my jc days.. oh and i just "found" my autograph book.. was with cindy for like reallie reallie long. yup was reading thru the book and it was so sweet reading some of them:)
ok so abt today. went to church as usual... yup after had a youth meeting and i led bible study. so it was ok.. then mei and bev had meeting so had to wait for them. so to pass time.. went "jamming" with the musicians. haha so COOL:) its so fun playing in a band! yup time passed so fast that in the end had to rush all the way home and then to hall... only to find out that the rehearsal was postponed. oh wellz. so managed to rest a while before going for hall production practice. this time had to do make-up. so yar had to do more stuff today but the rehearsal went okay which was very comforting:)
~ i'm waiting for a miracle... ~
dancing away; {1:09 AM}
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